Monday, September 26, 2005

I Love ya, but you make me sick

So my school life is a little rough lately, to say the least. I did get my take home test for finance done, that was fine and all, but I totally unecessarily bombed my First Aid exam. Should be common sense right? Umm... I'll just stop right there, I don't wanna talk about it. I need to get my butt into school mode. I also spent half of my math class head bobbin', then finally got up and left. I'm such a good student.

I've been busy so I need to talk about my weekend. Over all, it was a good one. I was stuck at Los a lot of the weekend, I'm getting way done with that job ps. Friday after work we just did a movie at Matt's, I feel asleep... Saturday, after the longer than long game I came home and showered!! It felt liked I hadn't in months. Damon got here and we ventured off to the mall, (where else?). We put our name in at P.F. Changs, hit Nordstrom with just enough time to outfit Damon. I bought a shirt... I can't even try to compare our shopping addictions, if anyone ever thought I was bad, no seriously you have no idea. On our way back Damon had a small run-in with the hostess, we ended up eating at Noodles. Which was fine, it was good. We met up with Chris and Rachel Lee and saw The Corpse Bride. It was amazing, Tim Burton is brilliant. Go see it if you haven't. Later we all ended up at Chris' playing games and such. I got home and another friend came to visit, so basically I was up til 5:30ish. No wonder I can't funtion in everyday real life. But it was fun, and I'm young right?

I finally pick up Love Actually today!! It's one of my favorite movies, adorable. Also, the fall issue of Flaunt, I've been waiting forever. I was sitting in Borders reading forever today over by the magizines, instinctly observing anyone who passed by. Not really meaning to, I kept over- hearing all of these testosterone influenced conversations of guys, all of course standing either in front of the sports mags, or anything with a hot chick sprawled across the cover. "Oh Paris!!" Guys make me sick sometimes, honestly. Ever conversation without fail was about either the girl on the front of Stuff or GQ, stats, dirty movies or their flavor of the week who always "wants them so bad!" This behavior is upsetting and so old. Now I can't lie and say that it doesn't feel good to see a few heads turn now and then, but I'm convinced that anything with even just a little bit of boy in it has some sort of monster hiding in it's closet. Even your best friend that you've known for years... Drugs, porn addiction, lying, cheating, cross dressing etc. etc. Instead of soaking in my bitter digust I choose the company of gay men, good friends and hot girls rather than any boy that glances my way. Tara, my roommate says that I'm just too picky, but she'll hang out with anyone and everyone. While this really honestly is something I love about her because she's always going out, meeting new people, I veer away from this behavior and watch as every new male in her life turns from casual, exciting interests to complete arrogent, manipulating psychos that take up way too much of her study time. Either that or pathetic desperate messes. Who has time for this? So I choose my way. Keep good friends, hey friends with benefits are not even discouraged as long as it is kept casual. Anyhow, my two cents. Lets clean it up boys, I love ya but you're disgusting.

Oh I got a new roommate, Annie. She's super cute, this makes 307 a whole again. Also, bonus, she's 21 and can be the source of my believeable fake ID! She's short and blonde, totally convincing. No, but she should be a ton of fun.

Song of the day: Anything by Sigur Ros

Actually they should be the theme for the whole weekend. Damon and I were listening to their new album, beautiful. Good for so many things. I fall asleep to their music too often. It doesn't even matter that you have no idea what they're saying. I was playing them all Sunday morning, Tara said that it sounded like cats... They just don't understand.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

If only communication were this easy in person....

Life's journey and people in general would experience less frustration and more fulfillment in relationships and experiences if only we felt comfortable enough to express ourselves to one another.

What a beautiful thing it is to feel uninhibited. Just to talk and have someone respond sincerely. It would be incredible if we could read each other's pain through a simple look or a glance. However, those that may have such a gift are rare. Talk isn't cheap, it just sets us at ease and brings peace to those relationships most important to us. Thanks for talking....

Anonymous said...

..I always told you that you should be a writer...journalism, perhaps?