The Haunting.... And Pleasantness

I wake up at almost exactly 7 am EVERY SINGLE MORNING.... I sit straight up, usually anxious and scattered, thinking I'm late for work. Sadly this is just an interruption to the hours left to come of dreams stark full of serving dissasters! I then wake up once more only to cringe once or twice before the bleach stained salsa infested Los Hermanos attire touches my body and stumble out the door, lucky if there is make up left from the day before. These haunting dreams, coupled with the monotony of my morning schedule leave me dissapointed frankly for the lameness of my subconscious mind. I can do way better than that!!! Is that what I'm left with? All this then brings me to think that I need new hobbies, seeing as I'm not quite ready to leave my amigos. Naturally I start to think what hobbies I already have.... I missed my blog I won't lie. My posts kinda became depressing even for me to read and I wasn't into it. April was a dark cloud of helplessness and unrelenting self pity... May was kicked off with an insanely entertaining trip to Vegas (where secrets ensue) Wezz!!... followed by the rediscovery of a skinny skater boy....Then a longing for a skinny skater boy while I was away in New York visiting no other than my puppy Karuh. Drag shows....shopping...eating....beach.....long talks.....sweaty nights....train rides.....cowboy boots....times tables.....kitchen dance parties....sailors and much much more!!! Now it's June the sixth month of the year 2006...

If rollercoasters weren't so cliche I'd go off on that tangent... but they are and it's completely obvious to those around me that I'm on top for now. Except the dreams and sleeping issues, but I've always had those. The leading cause being infatuation. I've learned in the last couple weeks that expecting a lot doesn't always lead to dissapointment and animosity. Sometimes people can be more than you expect.... a nice surprize that I feel I didn't really earn. I've been trying to do good deeds as pay back for the brown eyed dreamboat. Karma has played me a good hand for now and I'm content.... Except for all the nightmares of evil b word customers. It's summertime and I'm rusty. But most of all it's summertime.